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The Blue Period

by Darci Phenix

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1.
clear my thoughts before I see you like I drink water before I taste something new I'm so happy I found somebody as open-minded as you your body language is harder to read than your terrible handwriting periwinkle memories you kinda feel like a necessity watch me make blue satin white connect the freckles around my eyes your sweaters they feel warmer than mine now I can finally see through a butterfly's eye electric lines every couple of miles make it feel like a movie when I look outside breath is warm lips are dry only get up when a teapot cries I know you worry about me like I'm a child lost in a maze underneath the streetlights watch me make blue satin white connect the freckles around my eyes watch me make blue satin white connect the freckles around my eyes
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In Years 04:12
3.
Anthill 02:54
the flies follow me in some peculiar pattern and you kiss me like a current comes in and pulls outward yeah, the world is big but small enough to find someone to fix myself for and I know you think you mean the words you say but just give it a year I promise you'll wanna go away and I'll lose you like the thought at the end of a rhyme that ties my words together and makes all this talking worth your time and my paperclip knees that hold my stick bone body together at the seems they know I'm just a fucking hobby and I know it's beneficial be functional and I try it's just a little too easy to go home and turn off the lights and I'll miss you like an ant would miss his friends if he got lost in a different colony where they don't speak his kinda ant-talk babe the summer has a way of making things easy but when the winter comes promise you'll make time for me sometimes I wish we were both more busy so becoming dependent wouldn't be so easy
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Toothbrush 02:21
seeing myself in third person must be like watching a bridge burning while the cars fall in the ocean one by one I mean logically neither of us could've been enough I cut off my head to be your height in the mornings I miss myself sometimes used to sit on my couch and ask me to knock you out even my toothbrush would rather taste your mouth growing out of my life there's nothing I'd rather do sorry I broke your jaw I thought you wanted me to we'll disintegrate into who we used to be and teach ourselves how to only see certain things I cut off my head to be your height in the mornings I miss myself sometimes used to sit on my couch and ask me to knock you out even my toothbrush would rather taste your mouth
5.
Blue 01:20
the blue in the sky pulled the blue from the sky and I kissed everything I liked about myself goodbye when the white in my walls saw you kiss my neck there's a reason nobody asked why when you left there's a reason nobody asked why a full heart of lips in a half-hearted kiss there's a reason nobody asked why when you left there's a reason nobody asked why
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7.
For You 01:56
I don't know what anybody needs I just know I don't want them to leave and everybody's gonna say what they please and I'm gonna keep taking it personally let's get out of this hole together you know, you've been here with me since I can remember and I love you more than he ever could you're the most selfless girl in this whole neighborhood and I just can't bear to see you so stuck with the whoo world around you just coming to a stop so, oh please let me take it from here and I'll try to numb all this pain that you feel
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Dirty Dishes 02:23
my mouth tries to open what my body's already swallowed with my brain tied to paper, this car feels too crowded and your pity feels like god and I need a religion I think you and I should talk and make some dirty dishes to clean who do I even know here? line my heart on the floor with broken bottles of beer am I bored or do I really care am I bored or do I really care being happy gets boring it makes me feel empty so I wake up and drive around early in the morning as I drive my glassy red eyes in the mirror resemble kicked in headlights who do I even know here? line my heart on the floor with broken bottles of beer am I bored or do I really care am I bored or do I really care
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Floorboards 03:39
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Blue Feet 03:06
you look in me in the eyes to tell me I'm behind I can't be happy for anyone around me I go numb so I push you away confined be spaces I create I'm reactive nuclear when anything about her comes up between us and I don't know where it's coming from my blue feet on the kitchen rug I swear I heard something static talk with violent saturation I don't think you even feel the passive nature I'm reactive nuclear when anything about her comes up between us, up between us cause the days end the patterns are gone the colors are muted and people move on not even who I used to be likes who I've become closure isn't real to forget is to heal that's kinda hard when I see you everywhere I don't mind being pushed away I kinda like the space I create I'm reactive nuclear when anything about her comes up between us and I don't know where it's coming from my blue feet on the kitchen rug I swear I heard something but honest pain sees different moons I calendar days to look forward to I won't give up
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Fool's Gold 02:36
you can't discount her feeling you can validate your own she's watching you while you pay attention to your phone she's fragile so you feel the need to break her exactly how you felt when you saw the chandelier the beauty in those diamonds were like the beauty in her eyes so ethereal and fragile that could be so easily shattered so you should just go and stop mixing her gold with the fool's gold they sell downtown for she is perfection, you taught her rejection and joined the world while it pushed her around the beauty in those diamonds were like the beauty in her eyes so ethereal and fragile that could be so easily shattered

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Keyboard by Scott Reams, guitar by Michael Roe. Produced by Scott Reams and Michael Roe. Keyboard and slide guitar on "Blue Feet" by Kameron Hansen. "Blue Feet" produced by Kameron Hansen.

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released December 16, 2017

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